Shalom,
Please begin by reading Psalm 89:14-18.
We Christians start out our life with Yahweh at a great advantage. He already lives inside of us. What we need to work harder at is abiding in him. As we become more faithful in learning how to abide in the presence of our loving Father, it's important to understand that we must overcome our human limitations. Our spirits are made alive in Christ, but we struggle to sense things in the spiritual realm. The presence of the Father, Son, and Spirit is always with us, but sometimes we're too fleshly-minded to recognize their closeness.
Yahweh has given himself to us in full measure. Yet the level we partake of him from day to day can vary based on the level of seeking we do. He's given us full access to himself, but we need to know and understand that we determine the measure by our actions each day. Our Father knows that we can only handle a small portion of his fullness, and won't allow us to get in over our heads. Allowing us more than we can manage is like giving power tools to toddlers. It's dangerous and likely to end up in a mess. He will entrust us with as much of himself as we can contain based on how much we hunger and thirst for his presence and the level of our spiritual maturity.
Yes, occasionally Yahweh will totally overwhelm us. He'll short-circuit our human senses and leave us stunned and utterly amazed. But more regularly, the level of contact is determined by us. It's great to be "slain in the Spirit," and have an intimate encounter with our Father. It's great to be brought to tears when our Savior blesses us. It's great to get goose bumps when the Spirit's presence manifests. But don't come to depend on those times as the determiner of when you've truly encountered your God.
Bill Johnson said: "One of the conflicts we face in learning to host the presence is sometimes found in the very lessons we learned from previous seasons. Believe it or not, those principles sometimes war against the actual presence of the Lord upon us. We are to use principles to plan by, but we must learn to live from the presence. If there's a conflict between the two, presence always wins out over principle."
We sometimes miss out on fresh and new revelation because we're stuck in the revelation of the past. We may misunderstand a new encounter with Yahweh because we try to view it through an old encounter. We need to be ready for a lot of "I've never heard or felt or seen that before" because our God is always fresh and new. Yahweh is a God of the new. The Bible speaks of this many times. And the words used are mostly pointing toward something that's refreshed or restored rather than brand new. The truth Yahweh has used in the past is still true today, but we may need to hear it in a new way.
Lam 3:22 says, "Yahweh's compassions never fail. They are new every morning." This is the new that's referring to refreshed, renewed, or restored. Whatever we wasted of his goodness yesterday doesn't matter because he'll provide afresh and anew today. Even if we wasted his goodness yesterday, he gives us another opportunity today. He reestablishes his goodness each new day.
Col 3:10 instructs us to "put on the new self." This is the Greek word NEOS. It also means a fresh, new start. It's connected to the word neophyte, which refers to a newly converted person, or new growth on a plant. Our new self isn't brand new, it's refreshed and restored. But like a neophyte, if we want some of that new growth to be sprouting on us we have to seek and pursue more of the presence of the Father, Son, and Spirit. We can't allow the "busyness" of today or the distractions of yesterday to hinder our forward progress.
We're supposed to be well-grounded in what Yahweh has said so we can continue to discern what he's saying right now. If we determine everything on old revelation, we can't move forward with our Lord. If we make our determinations based on old revelation, we may end up in conflict with the Holy Spirit. If we're rightly hosting the presence of Yahweh we won't get caught up in the past, but will move steadily into the future with him. Yahweh is the God of Today. What he did for us in the past is fantastic, but we're not there anymore. What he's going to do for us in the future is also fantastic, but we can't walk with our head in the clouds without tripping.
If Jesus were with you physically 24/7, would your life change? What would you do differently? What would you leave the same? Would your Lord want to hang around with you? I think we'd all hate to have to answer those questions. None of us maintains such a steady intimacy with our Lord. We may attain to it from time to time, but we all need to keep working to draw closer to his side and remain there.
If we work at abiding in the presence of our Lord and Master we'll begin to move away from the way of sinners. Think back to the beginning of your Christian walk. Did some of your old friends reject you? Did some of your family members work at avoiding you? Did you notice that your thinking about what was enjoyable was changing? When we moved away from our old sinful lifestyles to draw closer to Jesus, we lost some relationships.
Psalm 1:1 warns us against joining in with scoffers. We need to hate the awful condition of lost sinners. We can't sit where they sit or think like they think or do what they do. We're not like them anymore. Our Savior has set us free from the bondage they remain in. Young Christians, and some old ones too, must learn to avoid the places where ungodly things are prominent.
Yahweh is supposed to be our passion. whatever we truly delight in is our passion. There are those who love music or sports or working with their hands. We love to do many things. But our first love is supposed to be our Lord Jesus. Our life should revolve around thoughts of him. Our desire should be made known by how much we want to be where he is. Just like starstruck lovers, the look in our eyes should be a sign of who we long to be with.
Matt 6:21 says, "Wherever your treasure is, there your heart and thoughts will be also." People know what you really have a passion for by watching and listening to you. Whatever it is that stirs your heart will bubble up in your conversations and will be seen in what you pursue. Whatever our passion is will become obvious to anyone who spends enough time with us.
Yahweh is supposed to be our point of focus. Everywhere we turn something in our world is trying to grab our attention, to get us to focus on their product, to get us to buy into their system. They want us to concentrate on being good consumers of their products, or believers in their way of thinking, or followers of their style of leadership. In Psalm 119:97 Yahweh points out that we should be meditating on him all day long. If we center our concentration on our Lord and Master, the world won't be so overwhelming.
Yahweh desires to spend quality time with each and every one of us. He hungers for intimacy. What he gets from each of us is what we individually allow. We sing about wanting him more, but then we pull back and deny him. We sing about being sold out and committed and surrendered, but then we keep our Father out of certain portions of our lives. We put him in a compartment labeled "God" and then get upset when he doesn't intervene outside of the place we assigned him to. Our Creator gave us free will to decide for ourselves how much he'd be allowed into our lives.
We just need to quit being so human. Our inherent selfishness keeps us from enjoying the splendors of soaking in the presence of our loving Father. What's it take to immerse ourselves in the presence of Yahweh? I wish I could give you a nice and easy checklist to follow. But each of us has to deal with the different aspects of our personalities and attitudes for ourselves. We'll give a wonderful testimony of how great it felt when our Lord touched us in a special way, but then we won't strive to remain in that place. We all need to strive to discipline ourselves to maintain a close relationship with the Father, Son, and Spirit.
In spite of all the "how-to" books you can find about living the solid Christian life, there are none that work for everybody. Each of them offers help based on the author's personal experiences or maybe just their research. My advice to you is to write your own book. Seek godly counsel from your Christian friends and trusted leaders. But most of all seek the presence of the Father, Son, and Spirit for yourself. Know that if you truly hunger and thirst for his presence he'll meet with you in a very special way.
Blessings & Peace, Mike